Day: May 10, 2010

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I suppose I’m analyzing and intellectualizing emotions but, pulling myself out of them objectively for a moment, I’ve figured out that emotions are indeed useful in a life path and life purpose sort of way. They are absolutely the key guideline to where to put my energy. I’ve long heard that if you “follow your…

Visualization Experiment

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I decided to conduct an experiment today with visualizing and manifesting. I decided to pick three things and visualize the most positive outcome I could think of and actively focus on it. Three different types of events. Instead of taking the long road to the parking lot in East Egypt, I veered right and headed…

The Shadow Side of Demons

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Your worst fears will eat you alive. And if you think about them, they will find you. Back in my teen years, there was a book or movie out…horror, I believe…based on the premise that if you imagine your worst fears, they will come true. This wasn’t exactly an original idea and it’s been used…

My Crystal Necklace Has a Life of Its Own

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I have a special crystal necklace I wear all the time. Someone dear to me made it last spring and it was lost for a while before she actually gave it to me. It managed to criss-cross Florida a couple of times and finally arrived at my home. I’ve been wearing it since Summer Solstice…

Gagging

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I’m really getting my ass kicked this week. From every direction. Most of it, I cannot talk about to anyone. Ever. It’s the nature of the business. When I’m told that I’m gagged from talking about it, they don’t know how right they are…. I am just getting on firmer ground after early upsets this…

Devastated

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Sometimes I feel like I should crawl into a hole and never attempt to have a relationship of any type with anybody. Sometimes…. Well, probably more than just sometimes. Like it would be best if I didn’t have any feelings at all because, damn it, feelings just seem to get in the way. From the…

The Theory of Sleep

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“The Dreamtime is not what you think it is,” a spirit guide told me about a year ago. I’d asked if they meant the Shamanic Dreamtime or sleep, and they’d been a little impatient in explaining. They didn’t see the difference, really. Sleep isn’t what we think. It’s a time when our conscious and unconscious…

Lives Hanging in the Balance

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When I was a little girl, I loved playing on the see-saw. It required a partner of some reasonable level of equality—one who wouldn’t get me near the top and bail on me, one who was content to alternate flying through the air, one who delighted just as much as I did in getting to…

“When Do You Sleep?”

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“When do you sleep?” It’s the question in response to some goal I’ve met or some personal accomplishment, such as a book written or a project published. Sometimes, like with strangers or fans or in polite company, I find the question amusing because it’s asked with such genuine curiosity and innocence. Other times, it’s asked…

The Creature Lives!

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Oh, man. Oh…wow. Just wow. Oh…yeah. Pardon my near-orgasmic mumblings but I’m damned near giddy right now. Five minutes ago, I completed a major project. I mean, M * A * J * O * R. And it’s beautiful and so full of so many good things. Tomorrow, I’ll send it to the printer’s, but…

Meditative Nuggets

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