Why Support Is Important (Even If You Don’t Need It)
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I learned a long time ago—mainly as a child watching my mother—to be self-sufficient, to need no one. That lesson was something I relied upon heavily when I started my life over as a single mom.
I’m still rabid about being able to take care of myself and terribly awkward about asking for help. I don’t need it. I’ll figure out a way to do it on my own. I don’t need your support, thank you.
Or do I?
Just because I don’t need it to make my way in the world doesn’t mean it isn’t extremely meaningful to me. It’s one of the few things that will bring immediate tears to my eyes, simply because it has been so rare in my life. I have so often stepped forward to help and support others, but reciprocal support has been neither expected nor offered in most cases. Emotional support has mostly been a one-way street for me, going in the opposite direction.
So while I don’t “need” it, it sometimes creeps up on me, and I’m always deeply touched. In this case, it was me responding to a friend that I couldn’t possibly take a particular suggestion because I would have no one to take care of me during a temporary helplessness and vulnerability. I was floored when I realized my friend was offering to be that help, expecting nothing in return.
That made me wonder: if I don’t “need” emotional support, then why did that offer mean so much?
When support is a two-way street, it’s a two-way connection, a full electrical circuit of energy. While I may operate fully contained and independent, that kind of support plugs me into the rest of humanity, makes me a part when I am feeling most apart.
Hi! I’ve been reading and not-reading this for quite a while and might I say I also feel there’s a one-way street in emotional support. Most people will have someone to talk to but I found that some people, those who support the most and the more people, will have the less support. Maybe because they’re characterized as “strong(er)” or maybe because, since that part is so rare, it’s harder for it to happen.
It surely happens to me. I just don’t have the instinct to search for it or even to receive it, but it’s the other way around to give it. It’s been working fine until now, but there’s always those moments where you’d need somebody and, although a million persons could do it, none of them feels right to do so.
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Same thoughts around there?
Exactly. I’ve had a long-standing pattern of being the one not chosen because my competitor wasn’t deemed to be as “strong” or “able to handle” the situation. It’s nice to find someone occasionally who is willing to step up and be the strong one and give me a breather.