Tag: Dreams
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Harm None vs. Just Allow
Going back to bed now. The dreams over the past few days have been really odd—like being sentenced to be strangled with rope and choked to death with crystalline rocks and knowing that even though my end was coming, my big concern was in having the freedom up until the hour of my hanging to…
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Don’t Test Me
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree and Rising. For the past couple of weeks, I’ve had the feeling that my heart was closed off. It would seem that this would have happened months ago rather than weeks ago but this sense of being closed down has come more recently, almost like it…
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I’m Hyperventilating
Wowser. That was…amazing. Sometimes my dreams take on a different “texture” so that they’re an odd blend of being in a twilight place where I talk to the Higher Selves of others. It’s a slightly less “controlled” form of communication than when I walk between the worlds in my meditations. In my meditations, it’s generally…
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Living Dangerously, Living Dreams
I feel a little like a Klingon warrior flying into a death star. Living dangerously, defying my history. Every year, I have massive pollen allergies. Like clockwork. If I’m aggressive, I can stay one step ahead of them. If I don’t, I’m out of work for at least a week. If I get trounced, I…
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Kilter, Back On
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Love in the Third Degree. I’m back on kilter. All it took was a conversation with my daughters over lunch and suddenly I understood. We compared dreams from last night and while they weren’t the same dreams exactly, the off-kilter feeling behind them was exact and there was…
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Meditation: Whose Child Is This?
Most of the meditation is behind me and I can’t remember it. I’ve lost the hold on it. It’s gone, yet I remember certain people passing in and out of this one. Certain ones are often in my meditations, and I don’t understand why. Some of them were never close friends, yet they often arrive…
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Done with Waiting
“I’m done with waiting!” There. I’ve announced it. Some of the people who know me (or think they do) are probably overjoyed. And others are shaking in their boots. That’s because neither group knows what I’m talking about and they’re trying to fill in the blanks in ways that have little or nothing…
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Advice for Taking Action on Your Dream
“Once you know what you want to do,” an advisor told me last spring, “make a list of at least 3 or 4 people who are already doing what you want to do and doing it successfully. Then emulate them. Take them to dinner and pick their brains. Hire them as coaches and consultants. Scrub …
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Meditative Work: Dream Boy’s Weekly Visit
He prefers Saturday mornings, when I’m meditating. This week, lighter, more social, learning something new. And the old gatekeeper is back — the woman who used to keep us separated. Why now?
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Disturbing Dreams— the Human Witch Bottle
I don’t have bad dreams often anymore. Last night I had a warning one. I was a human witch bottle, nails working their way out through my skin, and the man in my dreams kept his black satchel close.
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I Need You in My House (Cuz You’re My Home)
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree of Truth. It’s odd how houses show up in my meditations and dreams. I’ve been in other people’s “houses” — metaphysical structures that represented how they present themselves to the outside world and what goes on deep inside. I’ve been in my ex’s mansion, in The…
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Celebration Dinner
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Curves. The man is back in my dreams. Has been all week. Every now and then, like last Tuesday morning, I wake feeling that he’s been sleeping next to me all night—not in a sexual way but in a sense of closeness—and has left the bed…
