Day: May 9, 2010
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Vision — The Perfect Evening
It’s another vision, and it’s a lovely one for this special Tuesday when the Law of Attraction is in full effect. Hold these thoughts in mind, relish them in your own way, recreate them in your own spheres. Do what you will with it, but this is what I see. His third chakra is doing…
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Finding My Own Art
Many people in my family are artistically talented. Me, I’m doing great if you can guess the sex of my stick figures. Maybe it’s this lack of talent that explains why I have been utterly charmed by any man who’s ever offered to draw me. I’ve been an amateur photographer since the fourth grade, and…
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Loving Dissonance
What? Could I simply not maintain the sense of contentment that came in so warmly in late August and stayed through much of September, in spite of the issues with my dad, my ex, the pressures of my job? There was still such a wonderful sense of everything being as it should be. Serenity. Calmness.…
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Meditative Work: Dream Man’s Dream Job
The man who haunts my dreams made another appearance in this morning’s meditation. I can’t disclose too much, though. I’m careful never to give away his identity or his secrets. I believe he is now in a new job or position. Same general location, but different people and a sense of cautious lightness. Something temporary…
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Looking Beyond
I’m trying to look beyond the next grueling 10 days and keep my spirits high. There’s much to be done! The good news? I realized this afternoon that the workshop I’d been preparing for my trip to Ocala- Altoona-Daytona is for a different trip. I had to pull out my contract to double-check. I…
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When the Best Response Is None
It’s just an example, but a good one. One more reason why I’m liking my new mindset of freedom. Is taking care of myself the end of codependence? Have I broken the cycle for good? It’s been 2.5 years of hard, active work to change, and that includes my divorce and culling a number of …
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Shamanic Journey: Meet the Guides
Part 3 of a look at last year’s shamanic journey, made for me by Kelley Harrell of www.soulintentarts.com, my reaction then, and my reaction now: Back in my Lower World, I meet at the circle with Lorna’s guides, who are 5 characters (3 men, 2 women) wearing thick heavy metallic armor (that doesn’t energetically feel…
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Wishlist Addition
Just a little something for what I wish for in a mate. This phrase sorta popped into my head and explains it perfectly. To me, at least. Maybe I’ll make it into a poem or a song. I’m leaning toward something artistic to get my mind off all the work I must finish this weekend.…
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School Has 9/10ths Custody….
I’m feeling like I’m always the bad guy. The no-fun person. The all-work-and-no-play mom. I have two teen daughters and I so rarely see them. I share them half-time with their dad and full-time with school and school activities. Even though our custody arrangement says I get the girls on my birthday, their school…
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Kinky Sex, Bisexuality, and the Scorpio Generation
I was born to the generation when Pluto was in Virgo, from 1957 to 1971, also considered to be Generation X, a time of transformation. My daughters are Millennials, born in the early ‘90s, which puts them and everyone else in the middle school to college age groups in the generation of Pluto in Scorpio,…
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What Really Scares Me
Just when I thought I’d worked through my fears, I came up with a new one. A long-time acquaintance of mine joyously described the mission that’s taken over her life. She’s been studying reiki and massage therapy to some degree for several years, but she’s recently jumped full-fledged into pursuit of learning everything she can.…
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“Much Male Energy in Your Home”
This is not what I’d hoped! Several weeks ago, AngelSu mentioned to me that I was going to have a lot of male energy in my home in October…just men all around me. I think I probably raised an eyebrow, like “Yeah, right” or “When would I have time right now to socialize?” But she…











