Day: May 9, 2010

  • Vision — The Perfect Evening

    Vision — The Perfect Evening

    It’s another vision, and it’s a lovely one for this special Tuesday  when the  Law  of  Attraction  is  in  full  effect. Hold these thoughts  in mind,  relish them in your own way, recreate  them in your own spheres.  Do  what you will with it, but this is what I see. His third chakra is doing…

  • Finding My Own Art

    Finding My Own Art

    Many people in my family are artistically talented. Me, I’m doing great if you can guess the sex of my stick figures. Maybe  it’s this lack  of talent  that explains  why I have been utterly charmed by any man who’s ever offered to draw me. I’ve been an amateur photographer  since the fourth grade, and…

  • Loving Dissonance

    Loving Dissonance

    What? Could I simply not maintain the sense of contentment  that came  in  so  warmly  in  late  August  and stayed through much of September, in spite of the issues with my dad, my ex, the pressures of my job? There was still such a wonderful sense of everything being as it should be. Serenity. Calmness.…

  • Meditative Work: Dream Man’s Dream Job

    Meditative Work: Dream Man’s Dream Job

    The man who haunts my dreams made another appearance in this morning’s meditation. I can’t disclose too much, though. I’m careful never to give away his identity or his secrets. I believe he is now in a new job or position. Same general location, but different people and a sense of cautious lightness. Something temporary…

  • Looking Beyond

    Looking Beyond

    I’m trying to look beyond the next grueling 10 days and keep my spirits high. There’s much to be done! The good  news?  I  realized  this  afternoon  that  the workshop  I’d   been  preparing  for  my  trip  to  Ocala- Altoona-Daytona is for a different trip. I had to pull out my contract to double-check.  I…

  • When the  Best  Response Is None

    When the Best Response Is None

    It’s just an example, but a good one. One more reason why I’m liking my new mindset of freedom. Is taking  care  of myself  the  end  of codependence? Have I broken the cycle for good? It’s been 2.5 years of hard, active work to change, and that includes my divorce and culling a number  of …

  • Shamanic Journey: Meet the  Guides

    Shamanic Journey: Meet the Guides

    Part 3 of a look at last year’s shamanic journey, made for me by Kelley Harrell of www.soulintentarts.com, my reaction  then, and my reaction now: Back in my Lower World, I meet at the circle with Lorna’s guides, who are 5 characters (3 men, 2 women) wearing thick heavy metallic armor (that doesn’t energetically feel…

  • Wishlist Addition

    Wishlist Addition

    Just a little something  for what I wish for in a mate. This phrase  sorta popped into my head and explains it perfectly. To me, at least. Maybe I’ll make it into a poem or a song. I’m leaning toward something artistic to get my mind off all the work I must finish this weekend.…

  • School Has 9/10ths Custody….

    School Has 9/10ths Custody….

    I’m feeling like I’m always the bad guy. The no-fun person. The all-work-and-no-play mom.   I have two teen daughters and I so rarely see them. I share  them half-time  with their  dad and full-time with school  and school activities.  Even  though  our  custody arrangement says  I get  the girls  on  my  birthday,  their school…

  • Kinky Sex, Bisexuality, and  the  Scorpio  Generation

    Kinky Sex, Bisexuality, and the Scorpio Generation

    I was born to the generation when Pluto was in Virgo, from 1957 to 1971, also considered to be Generation X, a time  of  transformation.  My  daughters  are  Millennials, born in the early ‘90s, which puts them and everyone else in the middle school to college age groups in the generation of Pluto in Scorpio,…

  • What Really Scares Me

    What Really Scares Me

    Just when I thought I’d worked through my fears, I came up with a new one. A long-time acquaintance of mine joyously described the mission that’s taken over her life. She’s been studying reiki  and  massage  therapy  to  some  degree  for  several years, but she’s recently jumped full-fledged into pursuit of learning everything she can.…

  • “Much Male Energy in Your Home”

    “Much Male Energy in Your Home”

    This is not what I’d hoped! Several weeks ago, AngelSu mentioned  to me that I was going to have a lot of male energy in my home in October…just men all around me. I think  I  probably  raised  an  eyebrow,  like  “Yeah, right” or “When would I have time right now to socialize?” But she…