Day: May 9, 2010
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Meditation Funny
A couple of years ago, when I was just starting to meditate on a regular basis, it was really hard for me to get into it. I’d always heard about people who would meditate and get the full-blown TV movie playing on their inner channels whereas I got…nothing. I would recline comfortably on the sofa,…
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Religious Breakage and Blockage
When I was Southern Baptist, they called it something else. What was it now? “Division within the church?” “A divided house?” Something like that. Among pagans, it’s known as “witch wars.” Regardless of the religion, they all seem to come down to one thing: control. Yep, who’s got the power, who wants it, and…
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I Run My Household (or Does It Run Me?)
Yay! I’ve been productive at home and I have things to show for it! Of course, you can’t tell that by looking at my house. It’s completely trashed right now, what with furniture moved all over the place and stuff stacked to the ceiling and other stuff dusty from the repair work. But it’s done.…
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In Search of Noble Men
I don’t know if it’s my hopeless romanticism or if I simply have an old-fashioned streak, but honor, integrity, and nobility are important to me. And I’m discouragedthat it’s something I have to look for—actively—in people I encounter in my every day world. I’ve often been told that my standards are too high. My ex…
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Four Minutes to Losing My (Positive) Mind
Did you hear me screaming? Four minutes into a phone conversation with my mother and I was slam-dunked into how things used to be. Daddy must be driving her nuts again, because our conversation was driving me nuts right away. In my last conversation with her, she’d been worried that if my dad knew…
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Nature Isn’t Always Sexual
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Over three months ago, around the end of July, my guides told me that the man in my meditations feared he would do something to hurt me, something that would break my heart. I asked if he had ever done anything to hurt me and was told no,…
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The Question That Nags
I am observing someone, and apparently I’m as flummoxed as the person I’m observing. The person I’m observing seems outgoing, friendly, carefree. He is always surrounded by friends and colleagues, never a dull moment in his social circle, though he might not think so. It’s not who he is on the inside, though. Inside, there’s …
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Words of Wisdom
Snippets I copied down from an insightful friend. A spiritual testing. A great new saga. Plan carefully, surround yourself with people who lift you, and stay neutral when you can’t control the situation.
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Spiritual Archeology
WTF? Is there no one left in my present? Have I cleared those out? The Universe now is dredging up long- lost, decades-old relationships? That’s the way it seems. The Gods are going way back into my ancient past to show me my old relationships so I can see clearly now. There’s a wealth of…
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What Aliens Really Like About Humans
My third workshop for the Florida Pagan Gathering was fairly crowded. I never saw several of the attendees at anything else related to the weekend events. Maybe they were aliens or angels or something just dropping by! In any case, that was the workshop on building worm holes, Field theory, inter-dimensional portals, etc. Fun stuff.…
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Hell No at Halloween
Doubt has been replaced with anger. The answer is, “Not no, but hell no!” Disappointment has been replaced with perspective. I know what I know, and I’m so fucking pissed at anyone who knows nothing about something and tries to tell me otherwise, when they’ve either never had the experience or they feel their own…
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I Know What I Want
Someone had encouraged me to look for a boyfriend this past week, given that I was going to be in the presence of so many sexy pagan men from all over Central Florida (not easy to find where I live) who have their scientific side as well as their musical side and plenty of Celtic…
