Knowing What I Want
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Crimes to the Third Degree.
Shannon tells me the biggest change in me over the past few years is that Iâ€™m more defined…in an undefined way. She thinks itâ€™s cool that I know exactly who I am and what I want and that I wonâ€™t settle for less.
How do I explain all the deep immersion to find out who I really am? Iâ€™m at a point where I now have a strong sense of self. Itâ€™s always been there but it was always so criticized for being different that I tried to ignore who I was to fit into other peoplesâ€™ molds.
So Iâ€™m starting a list of all the things I want…odd little things that come up at random….
I want a man who knows how to fill a prescription and how to administer meds to my children. After talking to my younger daughter today about her mouth surgery, thatâ€™s definitely the way to my heart right now.