Feeling Groovy in the Angelic After Glow
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Curves.
I donâ€™t want to sleep. I donâ€™t want to wake up in the morning and find this wonderful feeling gone. If I had a man in my house, Iâ€™d probably keep him up all night!
Iâ€™m not sure how Â Â Â Â long Â Â Â it will last but for 2 whole days and nights, Â Iâ€™ve been euphoric, Â with a few tinges of impatience Â or Â disgust, Â depending Â on Â the Â situation, Â but even then, Â none of it lasts. It goes back to…sigh…an in- tense inner tranquility. Even talking to my parents about the drama of the week didnâ€™t faze me.
Iâ€™m not sure what it is. Itâ€™s not drugs or drink or sex or even good rock-n-roll. Itâ€™s not getting taxes all finished except for proofreading Â and Â knowingÂ Iâ€™ve got a refund coming, thanksÂ to hurricane losses. Itâ€™s not Â getting the deck finished or chores caught up. Itâ€™s not anything I can explain via the language Â of astrology Â or numerology or time shiftsÂ or Â Ascended Â Masters Â descending Â all around me.
Whatever shifted, this is great. Iâ€™m not sure I can describe the sudden sense of contentment Â and excitement. Iâ€™m busy as I can be trying to get obligations finished up and projects finished around the house. Not just finished, but decorating, preparing, enjoying. The girls feel it, too. Somethingâ€™s happened…I just donâ€™t know what yet.
But even though the knowledge Â isnâ€™t available to me yet, Iâ€™m okay Â with it. Hear that, folks? I donâ€™t know whatâ€™s going to happen and Iâ€™m totally okay with it. I am so connected at the moment. Thereâ€™s a deep sense of faith Â right now and Iâ€™m okay with being flexible and just going with what my instincts tell me to concentrate on right now.
Iâ€™m still Â cleaning Â out Â and Â clearing Â out Â junk Â in Â the house, fixing it up, creating sacred spaceâ€”and the energy in the house has been amazing for several Â days now. It hasnâ€™t felt like this in an while, even when it was calm and Shannonâ€™s Brian called it â€œgrounding.â€ To me, the energy was still limbo energy.
Then Â last Â week Â contention,Â Â then Â by Â Tuesday Â or Wednesday Â came disconnection Â as well, then the fullest of the Moon and calm, then Â the shift was complete by Saturday morning.
Odd things are happening, too. Little things, amusing things. A warning dream about waspsâ€”and finding them in time Â to Â drench Â them Â in Â hornet Â spray Â before Â they drenched me in stingers. The old computer Iâ€™d planned to give to charity, the one Iâ€™d just backed up, died on me immediately after I had everything off it that I neededâ€”and I didnâ€™t even realize it had been making funny noises. The CD Shannon made as the soundtrack for my life was on yesterday and it started playing faster and faster in the last 3 songs about a new world and the circle of life and going where soul Â meets Â body, Â as Â ifÂ to Â say Â things Â can Â finally move Â forward Â faster Â now. Â The Â wonderful Â dreams Â all night, and what wasnâ€™t wonderful was there to warn me of specific things. Finding the credit card I thought Iâ€™d lost…in the spot Iâ€™d looked in 500 times and the girls had looked Â in Â for Â me Â another Â 100. Â My Â finding Â Shannonâ€™s notebook Â sheâ€™d Â lost Â and Â had Â looked Â 500 Â times Â in Â the same Â spot Â for. Â Aislinn Â cheerfully Â agreeing Â to Â wear Â a sweater over a particular dress. The nice discount on the car tune-up. A potential business deal that could be really good. Getting the Â last of my advance money for â€œDark Revelationsâ€, Â about Â 4 Â weeks Â orÂ less Â before Â it Â hits Â the shelves, but ooh, I needed that! All the little things Â that turned up yesterday and today at just the right moment.
Did someone unlock a door? Tear down a veil? Karate-chop through a cement wall? Things are moving again. I mean, this is great. And Iâ€™m feeling peaceful and happy and willing to admit I am happy without fear of the Gods yanking it back from me (sorry, Southern Baptist-isms die hard).
Oh, yeah. I forgot to mention. Iâ€™ve been working with the Â Archangels again. Â Sometimes Â I can almost Â feel the Archangel Michael raising his sword to cut through all the blocks and threads that hinder. I havenâ€™t felt anything this strong in several Â years. I donâ€™t want to stop Â feeling Â it, even when the old blocks have been leveled.