Can You Feel It in the Air?
Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree and Rising.
Something today kicked up a notch. Iâ€™m not sure what, but I felt a palpable shift in energies. Itâ€™s a little buzz of excitement.
It could, of course, be the fact that Beltane is coming up in a couple of days. That might explain the crescendo of energy if I had a lover for Beltane, but I donâ€™t and it doesnâ€™t so I donâ€™t believe thatâ€™s it. One of these Beltanes, perhaps, but I donâ€™t think it will be this year unless the Gods have a huge surprise for me.
It could be the pull of the impending moon, which will be full for Beltane, but damn, I just need to get Beltane off my mind! Full moons do make me a little more â€œawareâ€ and the Beltane energies are going to be quite strong this year.
This could be something greater than personal, something shifting on a world level, but it feels as if there are personal ramifications as well.
I donâ€™t know. I canâ€™t pinpoint it. But it does feel that in the next few days, a change is coming. And in the next few weeks, it simply gets stronger until something is reborn out of the past and out of what has been destroyed. I canâ€™t tell how soon. But between Beltane and the Summer Solstice, I know things in my life will change. The seeds have been planted.
A change is coming. In some way thatâ€™s scary and wonderful at the same time, whether itâ€™s two events or the same. I wonâ€™t stop the changes. I wonâ€™t sit back passively and not take action when itâ€™s required. Iâ€™ll keep moving forward with my life while change just happens.
But Iâ€™m taking a deep breath and staying open to whatever it is that comes to me in the next six weeks. Whatever it is, I wonâ€™t turn it away. Iâ€™m open.
Inhale. Iâ€™ll be open to it. Exhale.