Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Under a dark moon,  I finished some spiritual  work with a friend but in the process of saying goodnight, she pulled up a very old fear of mine. It was a simple phrase that I was not expecting and a feeling that I’m desperately trying [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I have a new way of looking at things that go wrong. I’m looking at them now as “course corrections.”

These can  be  simple  things  like  the  behavior  of  a server at a favorite family restaurant might be taken as a sign not to return-ever.  Or [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
My muse has stirred. She’s filled with the most unusual  daydreams today,  reminders  of  rituals  performed and aid sent at the request of good friends, and she’s urging me to write songs that, on this  Full Moon night, I have no music to.     Yet.   But [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Sometimes people behave a certain way.

It doesn’t matter how nice we are to them, they run from us, whether it’s out of habit or from being penned up.  They  scamper off in the other direction as fast as they can go, and you’re left  wondering [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Eye opener #2 for my trip to Daytona Beach…women over 40 should meet men  in person only.

Yeah, forget the Internet or any fix-up or any service where a woman’s age, real or imagined, is openly stated. According  to  several  women  I  talked  to,  men  will [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
It’s been six days in Daytona Beach, and the epiphanies have  been incredible. It’s totally changed the way I look  at  so  many  things. Of course,  when  realizations come that fast, they kind of boggle the mind and even hurt a little bit. This trip [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Often when we’re faced with decisions that we don’t want to make  or decisions that aren’t clear, we ask for signs or look for them. “God, please if I’m supposed to do this, give me a sign and make it so clear  that  even I [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Things are coming to an end, unexpected  things. I’m disconnecting  from so many things that were so important before. Places, people, ideas. Things that don’t work anymore.

There is a sense of new beginnings, and there’s excitement that goes with that, even while there’s a strange [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Just a message for someone. It’s job-related  but not entirely job-related.  Whoever  you are, you know this is yours

Message:
1. Do not sell yourself short.
2. Do not sell your soul.

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I’d forgotten  how  beautiful  and  peaceful  a  sunrise over water could be. I’ve spent the last 20 years gloating over my wonderful sunsets. Maybe it’s time for a lot of change in my life.

But I don’t know if it’s sunrises or sunsets or just a [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
“You’re a Pisces sun with Pisces rising and a Pisces Venus? That’s  about as close as anyone can get to loving unconditionally.”
—An astrologer friend in a recent conversation with me

As further proof that I was born ahead of my time, my birth year is generally [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I’ve often been thanked for giving away ideas, lots of ideas including ideas that other people have made lots of money with.   And instead of saying, “You’re welcome,” I’ve simply answered that it was no problem because I get lots of ideas and they’re free. [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
How often have I heard that thoughts  have power? Not just in reference to magickal intent, but also in terms of science and water molecules and the effect of a literal word of kindness or love taped to the jar of water?

Mentally, I’ve been on [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I’m shedding.  Though  I’m sure some people would say I’m molting.

But in any case, I’m shucking off huge chunks of my old life, whether I like it or not and whether I initiate it or not. It’s just happening.
I’m not quite sure what to make [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Granddaddy hasn’t been around as much in the past 8 or 9 months, but I figure he’s needed elsewhere or maybe he’s simply  coming  to me in different  ways.  It’s now been 11 years since he passed, and one of the things I learned from [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Now that the girls are back home, the energy in the house is back  to normal and everything feels very solid again. Well, as solid as it gets these days.

But I’m seeing another purpose in how intensely off-kilter life felt last week. It’s a reminder.
It’s [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
These interactive  meditations are fascinating.  It’s one step at a time, and then they take on a life of their own. And they always surprise me.

A few nights ago, while in a lengthy meditation, a man sat next to me  but refused to look in [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
Geez, how could I have forgotten?! For Pete’s sake, I was married to an atheist for 18 years!

What attracted me to this particular man was nothing physical or spiritual. It was strictly on the mental level.
It was his ability to talk about both science and [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I’m missing male conversation. It’s almost dried up in my life, and I didn’t realize it or why.

My day job has a heavy base of male colleagues, most of them married. Over my entire career, I’ve had friendly relationships with quite a few of them. [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
The thing I love about astrology is looking at the pat- terns. And if there’s something intensely emotional going on with me, well, I don’t have look very far. All I have to do is check up on my horoscope—one of the real ones, not [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I have to get these meditations  and dreams down on paper. There’s wisdom in them, if I can figure them out.

My morning  meditation  was  long,  long,  long,  but there are two parts in particular that were intense. Both concerned sitting close to men.
In one part [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
I’ve never had any problem being alone, but I’ve decided I don’t necessarily want it all the time. Yeah. Yeah, I’m sure of that. I like having people around, people I adore,  just  not  underfoot  or  hovering.  But…around…in my sphere. Occasionally sharing my air.

It’s weird [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
My puppy  is teaching  me about  men.  In particular, he’s answering some questions I’ve had since I was a little wee tiny girl. Like why is it men never seem the least bit worried about finding a bathroom?

Grendel, named for the monster in “Beowulf” (I [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
One of Tom  Petty’s  songs  that I’ve always  liked is “You Don’t Know How It Feels” (to be me). Most people do feel alone or lonely or angry or depressed, and they think they’re all alone in their feelings. Some people wonder how other people [...]

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Copyright by Lorna Tedder on May 6th, 2010

Copyrighted by Lorna Tedder. Originally published in Third Degree Tilt.
On my way to work yesterday, I put aside my tape recorder and my dictation, and I had a little talk with the Gods about choices. “What am I supposed to do now?” I asked. “I know where I’m supposed to be, but I just [...]

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